Thursday, 18 August 2016


just testing my ability 

Assalamualaikum gaiss

I loves drawing,colouring and painting so thats my watercolour painting.

Today,actually i just finished my exam and in my opinion this time is the worst.Because its sudden test and i cant prepare more earlier .Plus the questions is hard as helll. Please save my grade.
This week also have one incident between my classmates and my addmath teacher.I feel my teacher being so ridiculous to get mad at small things and my mathematics teacher very sympathy at us cause we get scolded at unreasonable things.

And on the same day i guess my addmath teacher send messages at whatsaap group and her statement veryyyyy make me sooo annoy and felt sad at my friends. At first i dont know anything about their problem with my teacher After i hear the story from my friends i want to cry because how she have the heart to do something like that.

Well i dont want to type the actual story here.Now everything is okay and settled.But yeah we still mad at her but we dont show it cause we have some respect at our teacher even she do that at us.

Oh yeah,now my school have some mysterious paranormal story that now spreading at my whole school. I feel so excited and shocked at the same time.

Actually my school have 2 refill water machine,idk what you call. Alah yang Coway penapis air tuuu.One at bilik masak and one more near at old boy toilet at aras 3/tingkat 3. Well,the toilet was locked with horizontal bar cause idk why school locked that toilet.FYI my school have many toilets by its rarely use. Some pupils said when they refill their water at the machine they heard one girl voice crying....but you know the toilet was locked.

One of my junior also refill her Yasin water but when she smell/drank that water she said the water smell like kapur barus.Emmm sound cheezy right?Oh maybe you can send my stories to @fuckta_creppy at instagram. Hahhaha

Actually many pupils said that they experience the same things like others.I want to go at that machine water maybe i can hear some voice.....


Ok ciouuuu byee


Wednesday, 10 August 2016

Men-nyah nyah


I likes to speak in English even its broken.As long as you can understand my super weird eng its okay.Because when we speak,its about communication not ur grammar or so whatseoever.For me,when i speak in english i can felt that im a different person.Like i have two personality.

Today,i have PLBS(?) or ULBS (?) idk actually for english.Teacher asked us to find one article and memorize it.Teacher Tiqah gave us random number and i got 32,i was a happy person on that time cause I can memorize it without tergagap.And my article very short from my friends and i not regret to choose that article even it have four or five words that i cant pronounce it correctly.When i speak in eng i use US accent than UK accent.For me UK accent its bit difficult to pronounce it like water(us) and wotah(uk)

My dad said UK accent likes Jawa.Orang jawa kan cakapnya kan pekat dan lain.Arghh susahlah nak explain.Tapi yang pasti boleh bezakan antara orang cakap guna slang jawa dengan slang biasa.Try hear Adele song and demmmm i cant recognize whats she said.Lol

When its my turn,i read the text infront of my teacher.Im so nervous and my hands so cold.I try to calm myself with moving my hands when im talked.Hope you can understand what im trying to say.
My teacher asked me

What did you understand from phrase "Why need bask in the sunlight while its have life in us?"

And i was demmm,i dont know what the meaning of it,fortunately my teacher change the question.Fuhh,selamat aku.Next,my teacher asked me to pick up random number,so i choose my fav number (24) cause its my birthday date.Hahaha.I think i was lucky cause i got easy questions.I got "Whats your fav food" I think food and me have special bond.Lololol

Since its about food,its so easy to answer my teacher questions although tergagaplah juga.But i made it.

I really enjoy to talk in english cause its fun plus i can communicate with ppl from all around the world.Try to speak in eng even its broken.Dont worry ppl not laughing at you.But im bit frusted certain ppl,when we try talk in eng,they said we lupa daratan and pinggirkan bahasa sendiri.Its not i forget my own language,i just want to learn since english is international language.And i feel so sad when i wrong pronounce some words they will laugh at us.I meannn urghh thats annoying.Macamlah hang tu boleh speak eng betu sangat,padahal level sama cam aku jer.Hmpphh....

Ppl nowdays are weird.They should support us.not make a joke from our mistakes.

okay minna,thats all,byee ciouuu

p/s can you explain to me what the meaning of that phrase?
i really want to know..


Monday, 8 August 2016

Thoughts #1

I`m thinking too much

I seem to be fine,but actually i`m not.

I always think that i`m not perfect.

I wanna be perfect

Like she,that girl,pretty woman.....

I always thought why i can`t be like them.

Why i can`t be perfect?


I always feel that i`m ugly


Not humble enough

Very bored and annoying girl

I dont have any confidence

Maybe have a little :')

I`m just hope that i loves myself much more than another ppl

I tried


I thinking too much


Its destroy me....


Saturday, 6 August 2016

Our Times

Assalamualaikum gaissss

Lamalah juga aku tak update blog ni.Dalam sebulan gitulah kut.Ahh apa apa jelah yang penting aku dah update daripada terbiar jewwww

Harap korang tak salah faham ye dengan tajuk entry kali ni.Walaupun bertajuk our times,ni takde kaitan dengan life aku yang memang bosan gila.Hahahahaahah *gelak fake*
Senanya aku ajet ajet yang update  "My Top 10 OP Anime" or "Assassination Classrooms SPOILER" tapi takpelah,lenkali je k.Maaflah tajuk macam tak menarik langsung.Choiiiiii

BTW Our Times ni movie senanya.Siapa pernah tengok??Aku dah tengok separuh dah,pastu kawan aku tidur rumah aku so aku mintaklah cerita tu.Aku tengok pukul 2 pagi sampai pukul 4 sebab cerita tu 2 jam.Ha lama tak lama.

The story revolves around Truly Lin’s (Joe Chen) flashback of the puppy love affair involving her younger self (Vivian Sung, Cafe.Waiting.Love) and three senior high classmates — crush Ouyang Extraordinary (Dino Lee), campus sweetheart Tao Minmin (Dewi Chien) and bad boy Hsu Taiyu (Darren Wang). It’s bookended by her present life as a hardworking optimist trapped in a dead-end job and an unsuitable relationship. Things were different in the 1990s. At 18, she was plain, clumsy and good-natured, a mix that eventually, with some help from a makeover, won her more than she asked for.

Cerita ni memang best gila. At first movie ni memang kelakarla but nanti dah nak dekat dekat sedih sangat.Aku asyik nangis je sampai tisu aku dah lembap.Sikit sikit nangis ha memang hati tisu sangat.
BTW aku kenal sorang je pelakon cerita ni

Darren Wang.sebab.dia.handsome.

Ppl please dont judge me.


Btw cerita ni must watch sebab memang best gila and storyline langsung tak expect apa yang akan jadi.Tapi kalau kau hati tisu tu,sediakan tisu bebanyak lah.Kalau segan nak nangis jangan tengok dengan kawan k.

Cerita ni buat aku sedar yang orang jahat tak semestinya dia jahat dan orang baik tak semestinya baik.Kita ni takleh judge orang berdasarkan apa yang kita nampak.Kadang kadang kita tak perasan apa kebaikan orang tu.Dan kalau orang tu jahat bagilah peluang untuk dia berubah,jangan terus menerus bash dia.Mungkin dia akan jadi lebih baik daripada kita dn apa yang kita jangkakan.

ok gaissssss

bye ciouuuuuu